We often look for ourselves ..! Often the road is unnoticeable or dark .. but! What is that black spot if ..! What are the volcanoes that are shaking while they are about to boil and explode inside you .. What are the gray fragments that form one after the other .. So what do you say to your thoughts .. What do you speak up ..! Didn't you tell her that you are really multi ..? Did the human condition not find answers available to all around you ... at that time when you did not throw peace upon yourself ..! While another mazes sailing inside you sailing on the throne of your thoughts .. Did it not remind you of something ..! It remained inside you, leaving you with multiple questions ..! So I kept looking for her in the compassionate self dictionaries ...! She kept breathing her coolness ... her knife ... her stray looks ... Her inner conversations that nobody knows about her .. What did you do with it ..? What do you see it ..? When looking for existence .. !! From the world .. !! How far did you reach these questions ..! How much do you really know .. Did she know her question well .. her chronic straying .. her self-throne ..! She was ..! She is yourself ... my dear ..